Christmas Eve and my mood

Hey everyone! How's life? Good, hope so? And guess what, it is Christmas eve today. I love Christmas, who is with me? Hehe. Because, this is the season to share love, happiness and joy with family and friends ^^ Not the presents, food or the Christmas tree, I love the gatherings and parties because the warmth of love. Especially, I am a joy-giver, I love when people have smiles on their faces. I may be tired but seeing them smile, I don't feel tired anymore. I feel happy. A smile, yes, even just one single smile, I am happy that I have affected someone else to be happy. Then it will continue, that person will make others happy and those others may do the same. That is my way of helping. It is a cycle.
*sighs* Though it was Christmas eve, I didn't felt that happy. I had to do house chores from morning to now. Cleaning, wiping, washing, mopping, sweeping, helping. What a day. The problem is not being tiring, is that my sister didn't need to do anything. She just sticks her eyes onto the computer. I don't blame her. Is just that my mum didn't told to do anything. I know, I know, you are like: Sandy, how can you say things about your mother. But it is true. Plus, I am really blaming my mum. Okay, I nearly got off topic.
Well, when my mum told my sister to do something she pushed it me. Since I have done a lot, of course I would tell to do it instead. Then it came like arrows, her words. She bring up the past.
"I always been doing this..."
"You keep looking at your phone..."
"I always do for mum..."
Like what adults say, 'You are part of the family, do the chores, this is what you are suppose to do!" So, why complain? Okay? But I really dislike it when you bring up things like that because I don't do that to you. Because I know it may hurt someone a lot if you bring his/her past, worse if it is the wrong thing to bring up. I am not saying that the 'past' she brought up was hurting. It is just that I am trying my best to change but you are using the past to stop me.
Would you like that?
No.
I love answering my own questions. Okay. Back to where we were...
So yea... That is what I gotta to say but guess what? Me and my sister just playing, she said that I was gonna marry Donghae. Hahaha. Sisters may be idiots in times but they are great too! I love you two! And my parents! ^^
Thanks readers for reading! I thank all of you. Whether I know you or not, I love all of you. Since it is Christmas eve, if you need songs, I suggest the SMTOWN winter album.
http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/winter-the-warmest-gift/id489109127
This is for people who wants to download on itunes. If you just want the audio, just type 'SMTOWN winter album' in google search box and the results are there. If you need the song list:
Super Juinor - Santa U Are The One
SHINee – Last Christmas
DBSK – Sleigh Ride
Dana+Sunday The Grace – Amazing
f(x) – 1, 2, 3
SNSD – Diamond
BoA – Distance
Trax – Like A Dream
Zhang Li Yin – The First Noel
KangTa – For The First Time
J-Min – Happy X-Mas

May God bless all of you! Jesus love you!

Okthxbye