My Real Aspiration and Inspiration

Today, my art teacher told us to mindmap our aspiration.

I wrote, I wanna be an animator but that was not true. I lied, yup. I dont wanna be a computer type of person. What I really wanna be.. Is.. Is a.. Well, I dont know how to say this. It is just so embarrassing. I wanna be a vocalist.. Or a dancer.

Okay, you may be laughing mentally or literally right now. Weird? I know.

But no one is going to stop me. I wanna be it means I wanna be it.

You may be thinking that being a singer or dancer is very, very, very tiring. So? That is how bands like Super Junior and Girls' Generation, and singers like BoA get their fame. They have went through those hardships. If not, they would be like typical adults or people of the society, just like you and me.

And it is the expriences that counts. Without them, you may be a weak, soft heartened person. These are the things that change us in personality.

I wanna sing too. I love singing. I sing anywhere. It is just about my shyness that is hiding it.

I like dancing but I am not very good at it. I love watching idols especially Girls' Generation dance. They are so cool!

Well, saying all of this is not doing it. I am striving to it. I am going for it. Trust me, in probably 10 years time, I might be there, just watch me.

My inspiration? Well, they are hope my biases, Donghae and Tiffany Hwang.

Donghae, a korean kid who was born in his own house in 1986. He is handsome. But sadly, he lost his father. He cried at times when he was interviewed about his father. It hurts me :'( But! He promised to be strong. He did not cried anymore for his father. He wants to make his father proud of him. See? He did not break down like how a normal person would do.

That is incredible.

For Tiffany Hwang unni, she eas born in America and raised there. But ever since she joined SMent, she has been seperated from her family. Korea to America, that is far- VERY VERY VERY FAR. But she is strong, earning income for her family who is in America. She have been attacked a lot of times but she is strong. She never broke down. For a girl, she is strong. So strong. I am inspired.

That is why they are my biases :D

I love them and I wanna be them.

End of post. I dont know if the post it long because I am blogging through phone.. So yea.

God bless you, Jesus love you.

Okthxbye~

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