Saturday, June 23, 2012

Wow. You are such a GREAT sister sia.

Yah. Doesnt mean that you are older, yoy can give me all of your bull crap. I am your younger sister, not you venting doll.
Doesnt mean you are older, you have every right to control me. I am a human with her own rights, not a slave that you 'bought'.
Doesnt mean that you are older, you can insult me. Sorry then, I  m not made perfect.
Doesnt mean that you are older, you do EVERYTHING better than me. I am good at drawing, singing and writing stories. I know what I am doing. Dont say I suck at badmintion, play in a live show or championships, sister.
Being older is just the age, not reasons to be unreasonable and make ot reasonable. No.
And stop acting cool, control me in front of your friends, make me listen to you in front of them and make yourself big.
If I have been honest all the time, the person who is getting is you, not me. I am holding all your shit right now and one day, I will put them in front of you and stuff it into your mouth. Just wait.
And stop. Stop acting updated. You dont know online stuff without me. We cant get all those albums if I didnt buy them. The EXO album, it is mine, I paid more than half the amount when you are suppose to pay the full amount yourself. Pretending to be updated doesnt make you cool.
The way you fit your clothes, it isnt very good. Long baggy shirt plus short skirt plus weird shoes goes damn well, dont they?
Why I am saying all this?
You never had a good word for me, sister. I did NOTHING to satisfy you. Really, nothing. Like asking for your opinion, you give negative ones when I give positive ones, giving that unhappy face when I shop for clothes while everytime you do that, I would never do that. All this are so kind of you. I am so thankful? Wah. God bless me.
Really?
Hell no.
Why would having a soster who  wakes up angry make me feel blessed?
We only wake you up, then you are not happy. You push the door with that strength, stomp your feet, using 'swag' lines to be cool when you are angry. You can do it, but when I do it? Wait, can I even do it? With you nagging and saying me, how about you being hypocrite?
That makes you better?
Oh really?
Do you want an awadd for that? It is titled- It has no title. They cant describe you or use any title for you.
So yeah. That is all.