We may be friends for nine years.
I known you as a sweet and kind heartened young lady.
We fought but within minutes, we are laughing and playing again.
This relationship was built well enough for that to happen.
In time to come, when you mix with others, will your change destroy our friendship?
I know people change. I do change, of course, I grew up and learnt about how the world works. I change, for the better. That is why I am thankful that changes in people like Kelly did made it. She became a person I look up at now, a friend, a great one.
But look at you.
Just because you go to a new school, a new level, you get introduced to a new environment and new friends. When you make friends, it is okay. I am fine. But you changed? Changed in a.. I don't know what to say. Where was that kind-sweet-thoughtful you?
You always tell me that your friend treats you and others like dolls; tossing you aside when new and better ones are there. How about you? You treat me like that. You keep talking to my sister because of some actor who is already married and in his mid-30s. It is not that you can't talk to my sister, you can. But you left me with no one to talk to.
You have been giving faces to others. Oh. Oh. You are a grown up now, is it? Wow. How mature.
When stress attacks you and irritation take over you, you vent it out. Wow. Vent it in my face. When I was in Sec 1, did I do that to you? I hold it in. I vent it through writing on papers and dumping them away, throwing them away. I tell my mother about it, tell her that I was tired and hopefully she would understand that. I might have a face but I will always explain and I will never ever shout.
Argh. I don't know what to say anymore.
This post is angry, so it will end with:
GetOuttaMahFace