Friday, August 30, 2013

Crap has make me see my goal of life.

He is such a jerk.
Yes, and I have been waiting for this day for me to have enough of his bull crap to rant on it.
It would be more ironic if I said that I don't care about him.
So, let's be honest, people like him do bothers us!
It bothers me and gets me so frustrated.
Why?

Let me tell you the story.
Let's call him... Taro Milk. Sorry for those who like GongCha Taro Milk. I am sorry.
Anyway, we shall skip the details. (i am so naggy)
You know what, I was so frustrated that I put my literature skills to use that I wrote a poem.

He is stupid
His actions are stupid
His voice is stupid
His thought is stupid

If he had listened for the first time,
I wouldn't have repeated it for the third time.
Enough was enough, it is time
For some lecture time.

Let me talk about guy
who talks about crap.
Oh see who's talking?
The crap talking of himself.

He claims that I didn't do my part
When he didn't give me one.
He expects me to be free all the time
When he has no right to have that on me.
I don't see why he has a girlfriend,
or is that his sex toy?
He does not know who he is
Because he was a nobody, 
that I am sure that no one would visit his grave.

Swee bo? Swee right? Miss Goh should be proud of me.
...
Maybe not.
So, if I was bad, it says about TaroMilk being an ass claiming himself a boss.
I hate this kind of people.
I don't care if he has problems at home, because on that one saturday, he seemed to not understand how little time I had to do the crap that he wants me to do.
If, mister taro milk, you did not understand what I was busy with that day, I had to help at a funeral. I had my problems, I have a heart broken relative over here, and you are there acting like an ignorant asshole.
If you think that I do not know how to prioritize, then I am sorry to say I put my family, friends, and the hurt and unloved people in this world before my education.
I know that without an education, I can't get a job, I can't get a future, I can't get a right track of life.
But I know, when I have care and love for these people, they bring me to their center, their hearts. And that is where I want to go.
Because I know that there are thousands and thousands of people out there, who unable to love or to be love.
Because I have already found my purpose in life, that it is to love the unloved and give these unconditional love.
And because I know that there are many who have no parents, no partner and no children to love or to love them. And that is why I am here.

You all may think that I am so religious, why am I so weird, come on face it this love can't get you anywhere.
But that is your perspective of life.
Mine is a total different.
The reason why I stopped going to kpop concerts since I first watched it was because I have let it go. I do know how much I want to see Donghae, my ultimate idol. But like I have said, I have and want to let all of this go.
In life, we are always waiting for something to come or even something that has passed and that we are always missing what we actually have in our lives right now, at this moment. I do not want to wait for idols to come every year and to see them. Because then, I would have left out my family, whom I can see everyday and love everyday.
And if I did, I would be spending my weekend, waiting in line for a Category One ticket, when my family could have been worrying of me.

So, back to you, Mister Taro Milk, I hate you for being an ass.
But thank you, you let me seen my goal in life.

Okthxbye