Sunday, September 2, 2012

Horrible feelings

What is this?
A Sunday.
Which are meant to be?
Happy.
Yup. But that was proved wrong today. Many people pissed me off literally.

Firstly, my eldest sister. This morning, she went to play badminton with my 9-years-known friend. We were going to meet downstairs at nine o'clock for breakfast. We went down and saw them walking towards the block. My second sister, Muimui, wanted to follow them up to put their bags.
But, my eldest sister literally put a 'NO' in her face. Woh. Great example to follow.
Okay, so if I say no in your face and with that tone, do not blame me.
I know Muimui pisses me off at times but she has brought happiness to my life too. We always hang out together. She is Muimui. I love her, kay?

Next. My 9-years-known friend. Let's call her GWYT. It is quite obvious who she is if you know me well enough. I have been totally pissed off with her since long ago. Today, she did piss me off without fail.
When we sat at the table at Whampoa market, I asked Muimui if she got order food for us. She stood up. Before she left, she asked, "Si wan laksa ah?" Which means 'four bowls of laksa?'
"No. Bu yi ding ah. Wo men liang ge bu yi ding laksa ah." GWYT meant 'No. Doesn't mean we always buy laksa mean today we also buy laksa.'
Walao eh. That instant, I felt like slapping her mouth. Her attitude. That tone. Why I am so pissed? Last time, when Muimui was talking to her, she gave faces. Wow, that was so mature of you. Should I be proud? No.
Back to this, it is just about two bowls of laksa. What is wrong with you?
I mean, seriously?
Just for two bowls of laksa that my sister did not even order, you had to give an idiotic attitude and disrespectful tone?
I know Muimui is from a T-class, so? She has a heart to care and love. I know Muimui had school in a different environment, so? She is not a bad person. If you look down at T-students, just say. You sounded that way. I am not going to assume. I am very pissed. Very. I am really pissed. After nine years, I have never been so pissed. You can give that attitude to idiotic people or assholes but we are friends, okay? Though we have been friends, God did not say I must handle all this bullshit from you. I don't care if you read this and get angry. You have no right to be. If you don't want posts about you here, too bad. It's my blog. And I should be the one being angry. You did all this to us, the friends which you grew up together with. If we knew each other for so long, aren't we suppose to respect each other more?
If this is the type of respect I get, oh, you are such a great friend. How respectful of you.

But I have learnt a lot from you. I learnt not to be like you.
Not to vent feelings.
Not to be a hypocrite.
Not to be so exaggerating.
Not to be like you.
At least I don't change in that way

If you are reading this, I won't care if you hate me or what. I am really pissed today.

GetOuttaMahFace