My response

Walao eh. Walao eh.
*sigh* Being a very good friend at both sides is not an easy job- Okay, this situation I am in right now is seriously complicated because..
It's just my life.
Well, I will name them 'A', 'B' and 'C'. Okay, 'A' is my best friend. 'B' and 'C' are my friends from awesome E2. So, somehow, out of no where- Wait, maybe I should skip this huh?
So, now, I am in the middle.
Yup, like that. Because for 'C', it happened.
Sandy, your life..
I know that...
In situations like this, I can't side 'A' and leave 'B' alone. That will be a total disgusting friend to her. I can't side 'B' either and dump 'A' and let her cry.
When things like this happen, I want to help but I also feel like letting them settle it themselves. In the end, I tried my best.
So, back to what the topic is about, my 'A', this is my advice to you.

I know what you have been through. Okay, maybe I do not really know but I will try my best to. Remember that quote that make you cry? In life, we all have choices and yes, we lose things but we gain the other. It hurts, cuts your 'wound' deeper, adding a little more salt on it. It hurts, terribly. Friends, we have choices too. Between them, you have a choice, you had to choose. I think you made the best choice. Your thought was good too, you want them to be back together, wanting to patch up for what you did not want to happen. But now, looking at the situation, it has not got better, has it?
Like what I once told to my other primary school friend, 'You have tried your best. But if you can't, you just can't. Just let time change the person.'
Girl, take my advice. You have done what you could already and the best of it. 
The dark, grey clouds are over you? Like a storm? Like what you said, behind those clouds there is a bright sunshine. And the best is, there will be a rainbow after the storm.
Now, you just need to be a little more patient towards to upcoming rainbow. It will be there. She will trust you again. He will talk to you normally again. 
For your new brother, no offence, he is so suckish. Tell him to buck up a little and start to be a caring brother. I am leaving you in his hands, tell him that. If he doesn't do so, I will kick him in the ass. For that, you made a wrong choice. He is the dumbest choice of all but I will let him prove himself though. Let time change a person.
Lastly, don't worry, be happy. Smile like it never happened, laugh like you never cried before, live life in a happier way ^^
XOXO, SANDYMUIYAJING


I think it is about there... Well..
Yup ^^
Life is going to move on like this until this situation end. God, please end it and end it in a good way, like how my friend wants it to end. Please. Just this once, and please reduce the number of times of her being picked on and transfer it over to me. I don't want to see her cry. 
God bless us all, Jesus loves us all ^^
Okthxbye

My Real Aspiration and Inspiration

Today, my art teacher told us to mindmap our aspiration.

I wrote, I wanna be an animator but that was not true. I lied, yup. I dont wanna be a computer type of person. What I really wanna be.. Is.. Is a.. Well, I dont know how to say this. It is just so embarrassing. I wanna be a vocalist.. Or a dancer.

Okay, you may be laughing mentally or literally right now. Weird? I know.

But no one is going to stop me. I wanna be it means I wanna be it.

You may be thinking that being a singer or dancer is very, very, very tiring. So? That is how bands like Super Junior and Girls' Generation, and singers like BoA get their fame. They have went through those hardships. If not, they would be like typical adults or people of the society, just like you and me.

And it is the expriences that counts. Without them, you may be a weak, soft heartened person. These are the things that change us in personality.

I wanna sing too. I love singing. I sing anywhere. It is just about my shyness that is hiding it.

I like dancing but I am not very good at it. I love watching idols especially Girls' Generation dance. They are so cool!

Well, saying all of this is not doing it. I am striving to it. I am going for it. Trust me, in probably 10 years time, I might be there, just watch me.

My inspiration? Well, they are hope my biases, Donghae and Tiffany Hwang.

Donghae, a korean kid who was born in his own house in 1986. He is handsome. But sadly, he lost his father. He cried at times when he was interviewed about his father. It hurts me :'( But! He promised to be strong. He did not cried anymore for his father. He wants to make his father proud of him. See? He did not break down like how a normal person would do.

That is incredible.

For Tiffany Hwang unni, she eas born in America and raised there. But ever since she joined SMent, she has been seperated from her family. Korea to America, that is far- VERY VERY VERY FAR. But she is strong, earning income for her family who is in America. She have been attacked a lot of times but she is strong. She never broke down. For a girl, she is strong. So strong. I am inspired.

That is why they are my biases :D

I love them and I wanna be them.

End of post. I dont know if the post it long because I am blogging through phone.. So yea.

God bless you, Jesus love you.

Okthxbye~

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Dreams, again and again and again~~~

I found myself in a room.

"Wei! Xiao jie, xiao jie." Someone shaked me. I looked at that person, an old lady.

Yah! Who are you?

"You are..." I asked.

"Your maid. Your father, sisters and brothers is waiting downstairs for you. Tonight's your mother's birthday, you don't remember?"

What. The. Shit. What are you talking about? 

"Oh.. I am suppose to get changed, right-" I asked but someone cut me off. Who was the one who-

"Of course. Unless you wanna go down in your pjs?" 

What the AJLGHDHKHDSFKLHFGK

Why the shit is Ali in this picture?? Who are you in here nooowww? My father??

"Ya, little sis. Your brother here is right." Walao. Here it comes. What the eff. Sungmin and Donghae came in now. Why so complicated. And LITTLE SIS? WAAADDDDD?? They my brother?? Huh? What bull crap??

"You should wear this, mum would love it!" Huh? That came from..

I turned back to my bed which was beside another room which idk what was in it. I saw.. ASFHKGDFAHDKF~~ Yoona and SeoHyun? Why- Whatttttt? Wear a gown? You kidding right?

"Yup, Sandy, you should wear this!" Another voice. Who is it now. But it sounded familar.

KELLY TAN. WTF. WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS EFFING DREAM?

"Ya, why are you looking at us like this? We are your siblings for goodness sake." Natalie said-

WHAT?

SIBLINGS? 

ALI, KELLY, NATALIE? HAE, MING, YOON AND SEO?

I thought I mentally fainted for a second. But it sounds good though.

Everyone was wearing awesome suits and freakin' glamourous gowns. Idw wear but nice.. Why no give a try huh?

Change liao eh. Wah. Sibei chio sia. The person is the mirror so chio.

Hahahahaha.

Walao. Why got maid comb my hair. Can comb myself one eh. I got limbs eh.

"Sister, you look beautiful." I turned behind. 

Eff you, Hae. Eff you. But in reality, you will say that meh?

"I know what you are thinking. 'My brother wouldn't say that in reality', right?" 

Wah, how you know? Pro and smart.

"Oh, daughter~ Little daughter~" Wah, who is it now? Prease larh. I very de confuse liao. Prease larh. Prease?

"Appa!" Donghae turned back.

My jaw dropped. What is this??

TEUKSORA. OH MY GOSH. GOD BLESS ME IF THIS WAS TRUE.

-----Cut-----

What? My parents? TeukSora? Hold that shit, yo. What the?

So.. My siblings are some from my class. Some from the idol groups. My parents is the couple that I like on WGM.

And I don't mind.

AM I MISSING SOMETHING HERE?? 

Then, the moment came.

I EFFIN' WOKE UP.

Interesting? I know. 

My kind of a nightmare.. My classmates as siblings. *goosebumps*

Eww. Okay. *sigh of relief*

Well, have a great day~~

God bless you, Jesus love you.

Okthxbye

Brr... Cold

In Singapore, right now, on this day, it is cold! I don't the temperature but I am sure there is a drop of degree! It is not sunny. It is pale grey clouds taking over the skies of the center of Singapore. My toes are shivering. I hope no one gets a cold. Please stay healthy.
Super Junior is in SG, I hope they are fine. Please stay healthy, my boys. The first day of SS4 in Singapore starts today! Good luck. Hope you all do not catch a cold, ELFs and the boys.
Fighting and all the best for the concert because.. I will not be there.. TT^TT DepressedModeOn

Well, to all of my family and friends too! Stay healthy all the way!

God bless us, Jesus love us!

Okthxbye

Giving people names and scold them through the internet.

I seriously can't stand these type of people. I agreed that I have done so but I never do it every time, don't I? Even if I scold, I know, there are limits and I reflect on myself too. I do apologize. I do want to patch up. But about you? Okay, you did not scold me. But you scold my friends? Fair anot? My friends never scold you- Okay, maybe on somewhere I don't know but they do that seldomly. They only tell me or say it when we have it in our conversations verbally. My friend, they are awesome. You.. You can't just insult them.
Both my JJ are awesome, hilarious and troll-ers. Shut up because you do not know them as much as I do, I know them more than know because I have been with them for one ENTIRE year.
And my Ns, they are the best jokers. Sweet, caring and wild. They know how to make one change mood when one are down.
You say.. Wad.. Wadwad.. One of them is a b''''. Say she don't do anything. Please larhhh. It is not like you are the 'I wanna do it willingly and not going to complain' type of person. You also complain abit of this, abit of that. Then wad? She also got do, right? Unless you dare to tell me that you DID every shit WITHOUT her? Then don't gimme your bull crap and talk shit.
And the other J, she is great. Polite, good- Great. Awesomely awesome, wild, caring and a person who understands. Of course, the world loves her. Jealous? Then do something about yourself. Stop thinking about only yourself. Think for others, think for their feelings for speaking or giving your shitty-negative comments. Basically, she left you because you cling to one of the Ns, you left her there. But suddenly you came back to her. What the? You caused it yourself and you dislike her. Your logic very very very nice. That is why not a lot of people are gonna like you. But someone will, I hope...
If you hate my N hor, go ahead. Imma not stop your hates against her because many many other like her craziness. And the other did not really you either.
I am not going to forgive you for being late that time and slamming the door in our faces that time. Because.. THAT'S AN INSULT. (I learnt from Noah Yap Hahaha). Back to seriousness, but I just wanna apologize. I am still thinking whether I should just forget it. Because my clique really really really dislikes you then that hate reminds me of this thing.. You hurt my CQ, you know? But she hates you now. Too bad then.

Okay, actually, this post isn't here to scold you, insult you, bash you or whatever you think. I just want to let you know that whatever you post on the net, blog or social networks can be seen by me, her, him and they. The worse part will be that you will get more hates and I can see you don't want that, do you?

EXACTLY. 

So just do your best to make everyone like you or something. I hope it works. But I think a lot of us will think you are up to something.. Or something. Sorry if you are reading this and you are crying. I am truly sorry but I really let it out like how you did. It is not wrong to say things about my clique because we all cannot keep everything inside. What you did was not wrong but I hope you are clear of your conscious.
God bless all, Jesus love all.


Okthxbye