Isn't it awesome? [Late post]

After this post, my friends like Natalie, Jasmine and more will murder me. Well, you can't blame me. I did not plan my own dream.

I found myself in that hotel where I have went twice for weddings. I was with my bestie, Kelly. She had a boyfriend. Kelly, don't worry, he was freaking hot and handsome. I was quite surprised, she was wearing matching top and shorts which I drew in my drawing before. So was her boyfriend. Back to the dream, I had a boyfriend too. His jawline was sharp, damn sexy. I love his hair. If I am not wrong, I wore a dress which was sky blue. Whatever. I couldn't see my boyfriend's face, he had a light on it. Argh.
So yeah, we were walking to the ballroom. We entered and guess who I saw.
Ken, Jovan, Ali, Ryan, Haqim, Joy, Jasmine, Natalie and Zion. They sat at a long table, that was where we have to sit too. The table was directly beside the red carpet where the couple will walk on to the stage.
I sat down. We all greeted each other.
"Eh, Ken. Go on."
Haqim seemed to be eager of something that Ken was saying, "Oh. So I-"
"What is it about?"
I asked. Ken gave me a cocked eyebrow, "The story of how the legendary, me, proposed to this darling here," he pointed to Jasmine. Holy. Wow. Wait, seriously?
Jasmine was so PRETTTTTYYYYYYYYYY OMG XD SHE WAS IN A DRESS XD XD
She just nodded and laughed a little. She was so feminine. Wow.
"Faster, Ken. Go on," Ali said.
"She was at the restaurant with the glass window. And then, in front of her friends, I held a big board about this big at the window. It said, 'Will you marry me?' Wait ah, I show you the pictures. Wait ah," he took out his phone and shown us the picture. Great job. Thank you for making the couple I ship real.
"Stop boasting already." Jasmine had slightly red cheeks. Aww. She is shy. Ken held her hand. They wore their rings.
"Eesh. Ken, you should have done that proposal earlier. You could have been in this wedding with ShinYeong. Do it with your buddy. Now we have to attend another wedding sooner. It is not easy bringing two kids at a time, you know?" A voice came from my.. left? Ya. My left.
Natalie. She was in a pale blue gown, with a sliver belt around her hips. She was carrying a baby which I couldn't see because of that blue cloth that was covering the baby. Suddenly, I was spazzing inside. Why?
Ali leaned to her and looked at the baby. He was giggling with her.
"I am sure that  when he open his eyes, he will have your eyes, Nat."
In his suit, wait, I will find a picture for you guys. Wait.
*searching on google*

Ignore the sexy looking face here. The point is that Ali wore something like that. With a red tie and black vest instead. No gloves. He wore ear rings too O.O

Natalie giggling in that cute way. Then I saw a kid running to Ali, wanting to climb onto his lap. He helped the young girl by carrying her onto his lap. The girl seemed so interested to see the baby.

"You are going to be a good sister to your little brother, right?"

The little girl nodded-

BWOOH THEY HAVE TWO KIDS SERIOUSLY? OMG YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME.

"Aiyo, Natalie. Got Ali help you can already. It is not Ali wants to work all day. He always complain that designing is boring and he wants to go home, see his wifeyy and kids. Oh ya, Sandy. Have you got the clothes done?"

I stared at Ryan. I seriously had no idea of what clothes he was talking about.

"It's in my car. You can get it from us later."

My boyfriend. Ah. Thank you. You sound so sexy.

"Ah siol. Sandy need her boyfriend to answer question ah?"

"Waaah~~~ Eh, get married eh. We all waiting,"

"Ya lor."

These boys. Ah, seriously. It was Ryan, Haqim and Jovan. 

"Don't disturb larh, you guys. Sandy, on your wedding day, I be bride's maid ah. I am single and I want hongbao. Hahaha."

Joy Law. Forever disturb one. Wait. She is single?

Well, she was in a pink with white polka dot dress and a white belt.

Something like this.

She looked like a lady with a big career. I don't know? Single mah.

"Oh my god, Hahahahahaha!"

Another voice came from another table at my right, first table.

I saw Bernadette, Kimberly and Vy. They were in same dresses but different colours. I will assume them as bride's maid. I don't know. They looked like it.

"Ah siol, Zion. Oi, haven't ask her ah? Ask lerh. After 11 years already. Come on, she isn't that hard to get, right?"

"Okay. I know. I am trying already."

Thumbs up for Zion.

Jia you.

"Is everything okay?"

"Oi! Our groom, why are you here?"

BWOH. Park Shin Yeong? You mean Harry Park Shin Yeong? The groom?

Omona.

"No lah. She told me to see you guys first. How is it? Oh ya, later, you guys can get to throw those rose petals. Okay? Don't throw too much."

"You mean don't throw too much at your bride? Okay. I won't."

Ken disturb sia.

ShinYeong hit his shoulder. Ken just laughed and we laughed together. 

"Hey, XiuHan! My brother!"

Ryan hit XiuHan on the back. 

"Ow."

Hahaha. Those class moments in 1E2 and 2E2.

"Hey, I gotta go. See you guys later."

The groom in his suit ran away.

By then, who is the bride?

Why I no ask?

"Guests, please settle down," the MC spoke- OH HAI NADHIRAH YOU LOOK SO HIGH CLASS.

"I am your english MC for the night and we will have ChunYi in a bit. Before we welcome the couple to enter the ballroom, we will like you all to watch a video."

Okay. So somehow, I didn't saw the video. I am serious. Suddenly, the room was pitch black.

"Daddy, I am scared."

"It's okay, Rose. Daddy is here."

That was Ali and her daughter, for sure.

"Oh my god, Ken, it's so dark."

"I know. Eh, the door."

"Sandy, look."

My boyfriend held my hand and looked at the spotlight which was at the door.

I saw the doors open, ShinYeong looked so manly. Then the bride. I couldn't see the face, only the hairstyle. Short hair? Or was it.. Oh whatever. 

The face had a bright light which was stinging my eyes. It was hurting my eyes.

I squeezed my boyfriend's hand. Suddenly, the light on the bride's face was so bright that I turned away.

I saw a my boyfriend- not the face, don't get excited- I saw his lips, smiling and showing his teeth.

I woke up, squeezing my bolster. No wonder my boyfriend's hand was so squishy.

So yeah. Though I was so angry at the alarm but I was so awake when I woke up. I was that happy. Just picture me with glitter and sparkles in my eyes. Yea. I felt like that.

I really wonder who is the bride lerh. I have no figure that out. I really need to work on my inferring skills. Aish. But, my dream was daebak! Best!

Okthxbye

Last dream; he was so close to me

I was speechless when I woke up due to the happening in that dream. I was angry at my alarm which crushed my dream with its calls and bells. All thank to this guy, I got a wonderful dream.

I found myself opening the door of my house. Then I saw a man standing in front of it, Lee Donghae. Why is he here? I thought. He was wearing a beanie, shades, grey tee and jeans. He gave a warm smile. 

"Hi. I am just moved into that unit with that flowery gate. Just making friends here."

Wait, my aunt moved out? Okay, no time for that, most importantly, my new neighbour is SEXAY Lee Donghae. So like what he did, I smiled and nodded. Then he removed his shades, revealing his beautiful and sparkling eyes. I died. I gulped. He smirked before he turned away. 

Then I went back in. But it seemed like time flew so fast that the sun set already. Another door bell. 

I opened the door.

There was no one. 

No one.

But a young man. In jeans with a brown belt, half naked, admring the view of the roads between the block and block 74. He was eating an ice pop sexily. It melted due to the heat. His hands were wet, chin had that sweet liquid all over. His forehead was sweating a lot, which made him sexy.

My jaw dropped. I mean, have you ever seen a man that sexy, being your new neighbour and on that day, eating ice cream in only jeans? For me, nope. Oh my god.

If I remembered correctly, it was red in colour so when it melted, you can see clearly where the liquid goes. I saw it dripping off his chin, onto his abs.

I mentally died, seriously. I wanted to die because of his perfection. 

The problem is he pretend that I wasn't there.

Oh my god.

You horrible man. 

How could you?

"Want some?"

Why did he ask?

Damn.

"Come- Urgh. Nevermind."

Then, at this moment, he walked over. He gave that cheeky smile. He put that ice pop directly in front of my lips, "Want some?"

I don't know what to answer. He was waiting. He licked his lips and licked his fingers. Oh my god. Like why at this time?

He smiled at me before giving me a cocked eyebrow. 

And then.

And.

Then......

BAM.

I woke up. 

So that was it. I was left there like that. He was so close. 

Oh my god.

I can't express myself further.

Oh my god.

Damn sexy.

Damn it, why Donghae?

Argh, frustrations. 

But, at least it was Donghae. Better without a dream. 

Okthxbye

AboutTheIdolConfession: Lee Donghae

Yes, my number one biased. Mr Aiden Lee Donghae.
Good looking.
Cute.
Sexy.
Hot.
A man full of charms.
Isn't he wonderful?
I know most of us fall for looks, but for me, I liked him for a reason.
He was the first member I knew from Super Junior. I don't know, he attracted me a lot. So like every other fangirl's instinct, I stalked this beloved man. The story came. The incident of his father. I cried at all the videos, whenever they interviewed him, whenever he started talking about his father, I cried. I did. It really aches my heart to see a young man to lose his old man. Just imagine if you couldn't see your beloved one just because of the cancer cells that brings them to death and then they fell deep into sleep, and they never ever woke up. I guess that was how pain it was.
I read articles, when reporters took photos of him at his father's funeral, he even smiled for them. Picture that. I mean, we can't even smile because the fact is the one you loved is gone. But for Donghae? He smiled for the reporters.
You get it, right?
So yeah.
What makes me angry is when they keep interviewing him about his father and keep bringing him to tears during their 'Sorry Sorry' days. It's so horrible. Watch it for yourself.
 

The members are able to tell their parents about it through the phone. During that time...

Doesn't that want to make you cry?

It hurts.

A lot.

He needed a father but he had to face it.

Soon, bit by bit, he let it go.

I am sure he still misses his father. I know.

But he is a strong man, even today. He is filial to his mother, a good dongsaeng to his brother and a great friend. That is what I liked about him. 

Okay.

I know. 

There was an incident about him swearing at China fans long time ago.

I will just say on whatever I know and whatever I read.

Super junior arrived at China.

Thousands of fans who love them so much gathered there.

Caused human traffic and crazy, crazy, crazy squeeziness. 

Donghae and his members tried going through but fans keep pushing

He was angry-pissed-off-not-in-good-mood-or-what-so-ever

Then he swore, "Oh shit, move over, fxckers!" 

Then it became a big topic

China fans hurt and then all the rest can be detail if you go to google.

So yeah. I know, there is always a dark side of everyone, no one is perfect unless you are a barbie doll. Then, let me ask you a few questions that came to my mind.

"If the fans really love them that much, why did they push?"

"Where was the respect that Korean ELFs have? I mean China fans are ELFs too, right?"

"We all know how tiring it is after a flight, yes no? Then why are the fans being like this?"

"If I was the one who swore in China, would it be this big?"

Think, man, think. Who isn't frustrated if you are tired?

Come on, use some sense. If the korean fans had basic respect, I don't see why the fans of other countries don't have it. If we love someone, we would respect them, right? Same thing goes for them, it is just that they don't know all of us. 

And just because he is an idol, he can't swear? What logic?

When we are in supermarkets, idols use baskets too. 

We are the same, humans with emotions. Unless you are saying that they are all heartless and cold.

Okay, you all may think I am defending him. If this happened to Jessica, Krystal, Hyuna, someone from other bands, I would do the same thing. Trust me.

So I saying... Yea. Donghae can swear, can we understand that? Good.

Moving on, other than the swearing incident, he is fine. Filial, respectful, grateful, kind, helpful, a man with a big heart. He knows what to cherish. Doesn't that make him a great person already? Right?

That is what made me like him.

Then.

Then.

Then the looks came.

That is when the fangirling mode gets turned on.

BRB DYING

Is it me or is it getting hotter in here? I mean, isn't he hot? Wow. Seriously, I may have Sehun, Luhan. Hyukkie, Ming, Xander, Kevin, AJ, Wooyoung in my baised list but none of them, not even my first favourite idol, Kim Jaejoong, can win him in my heart. No one has brought him down. I am serious. He is my number one, and mine 

Fans are hating me for saying that. So sorry. You all can have him. Take him. I will just admire him from here. I will never stop fangirling for him.

So yeah, let's bring an end to this sexy post.

Okthxbye