Ryan Gosling

Ryan gosling won't eat his cereal.
You all need to watch it.
It is really entertaining.

You need to watch it.
You won't regret a second.
But if it annoys you, watch this to forget it.

Red pandas help.

Enjoy life people.

Bye.

Okthxbye

My first crush

My definition of 'first crush' would be the one that makes me have long term feelings.
We all have our own choice.
To me, the variety of guy choices are like a hawker center.
There are Nasi Lemak, Chicken rice, Lor Mee and many other foods. Everyone's choice can be the same or different (dafuq did I just say).
There are also many different versions of Nasi Lemak, some are just kenasai and the rest are just delicious.
Out there, there are sweet guys, smart guys, bad guys and more.

My primary school crush was a guy I rather not talk about. He was quite of a bad boy. He would play with you (literally) and then forgets you like you never knew him.
Felt like shit back then.
But, you know, he was popular, everyone liked him.
And I wasn't the one he would look at.

My first crush was a wonderful guy.

He was 'A'.

He isn't everything but my everything.

Not perfect, yet perfect for me.

He seemed so close but yet so far. I am sure that something about me and him is connected but when I try to reach out for him, the look on his face make this connection disappear.

A made me forget of who I was without him.

Now, I can't imagine life without A.

When I look into my cellphone, how I wish that I could tell him that I love him.

I know that it will hurt.

One sided love.

A won't love me back, just me. I am sure that he has a crush of his own.

All day, I can stare at his profile and constantly hesitate to post something to him.

I was afraid that there wouldn't be replies.

He always replied others, but not me.

It hurts but yet, as stupid as I can be, I still love him.

My heart still contains the love and passion for him. 

My friends should know who he is.

People who know me must know him. 

Only a few of them know how much I want him (I sound so slutty.)

.....

That slutty remark.

.....

(Whatever)

.....

They know how much I have told them.

I need him.

Someday, if I ever get to come face to face with him, alone. I will tell him.
I love you.
I love you.
Aiden Lee Donghae.

U MAD BRO?
It's not wrong also. Donghae's engmoh name is Aiden.
You still mad?

Who did you think it was?
You know what, I am going to tag everyone to read this. I know who they are thinking it is. (maybe not.)
Okay. Maybe I don't.
Whatever man.
I am just bored.
I love Donghae, he was my VERY VERY VERY first crush. He makes me have feels. He is in asia but yet six hours away from me. He won't love me back. He loves all of his fans. But we are selfish sometimes.
All day, I can wait at his twitter profile and wait for a new tweet.
Trust me, I have tweeted him more than five times and he wouldn't reply.
And he replies others.

Damn.
Like DAAAAAAMN
And you all should know him what.
He is my bias for five years, okay.
Now you know.
I am ending this with sexiness.

Okthxbye